Wow! It’s been 10 days since I’ve posted. Hmmm, terrible.
Actually, I’ve been very sick and haven’t felt like doing much of anything. I haven’t submitted any new articles or did any proofreading. I suffer from chronic pain and sometimes it just knocks me off my feet. I almost did an article about that but I couldn’t tighten it up and it was all over the place. That, I think, is what happens when you try to write while you’re lost in frustration.
My problem is that I’ve been to three different doctors since I’ve become ill. The first one was my pcp for a while, but when he said “You’re too young to have these problems so I’m not going to run tests” I ran for the hills.
The next doctor ran a few tests, but it wasn’t extensive. Instead she relied on her experience and good hearing. She declared that I have a heart valve problem as well as a sleep disorder- neither of which needed a test for diagnosis, according to her. When I developed more symptoms she prescribed an antidepressant- after I told her I cannot take those specific kinds (too long of a story). She then decided that I have gastroenteritis, because I answered “Have you ever had heartburn” with “yes”. Hello! I’ve been pregnant 3 times. I decided it was time to move on.
This third doctor has run more tests. My heart valve problem was non-existent, according to the echocardiogram. I don’t have sleep problems, according to the sleep study I did, and I didn’t even bother with the gastroenteritis. That was just stupid. Still, there’s no diagnosis. I tested high for ANA, which helps with a Lupus diagnosis, but he declared me healthy because I don’t have the “butterfly” rash. The rash that I do have, bumpy and red that only flares when I’m in the sun and/or sick, was diagnosed as rosacea. The cream he prescribed for that doesn’t work- at all. He gave me an antidepressant for the pain- Cymbalta (of course, it’s a newer SRI, so I’d be willing to try it…heh). I took it for 3 days and threw the rest away. I have issues with SRIs. Bad issues. I told both doctors this. I’ve tried them before and I won’t try them again. Sorry. Anyway, he’s decided that I have a mild case of osteoarthritis. Mild meaning that occasionally I actually have to use a cane to walk from my livingroom to my kitchen. He prescribed some Ultram, which is a new pain killer (new meaning kick-back for him, I’m guessing) and that’s been that with him. The Ultram only works for me, though, if I’m having a mild episode (not bad enough to use the cane) and if I add an acetaminophen to it. So, I’m hunting for a fourth doctor. I’m not at all pleased.
The last couple of days haven’t been too bad though. So, I’ve been playing with the family and trying to get some house stuff done. I worked on an article. Hopefully I won’t have another big episode for a while.
Why should free mean losing money?
[Note:
Please keep in mind that WordPress.com and WordPress.org are completely separate entities. WordPress.COM provides a place to blog for free- similar to Blogger. WordPress.ORG provides the free software to blog on your own site. I have a WordPress blog on my privately hosted site, so I've been to the WordPress.org forums.]
As I was perusing the forums I noticed a conversation pertaining to ads on the blogs. WordPress.com explicitly prohibits blogs they host from being used to make money. They don’t allow any kind of ads- except those they put there, which logged-in users can’t see. The most vocal members of the forums don’t like ads on blogs- period. They don’t want ads on their blogs, they don’t want to see blogs on other blogs, and they won’t visit blogs with ads. One woman mentioned that her links list points to her other monetized blogs. Someone immediately informed her that they’d reported her. When I clicked on her link, there was a notice that her blog had been suspended for Terms of Service violations. Her links list pointed to other blogs outside of WordPress.com. Amazing.
I can understand that many bloggers disapprove of ads on blogs. I obviously don’t agree with them. But these folks seem to be fanatical in their quest for an ad-free blogosphere. They argue against the ads that WP.com uses to bring revenue to an otherwise free service, which I find hilarious. How do they think the admins there pay for the servers? One person even said “We bring clicks and provide content, they don’t need ads.” Clicks do not equal revenue on an ad-free service. The higher the traffic the higher the server bill. They pay more for the space with the increased clicks- unless they have ads. The most vocal opponents of the ads pay nothing to use the service. Though they say they are willing to pay “a small yearly fee” to have ad-free free blogs. How small, exactly?
My hosting bill runs about $100 a year. I have one blog hosted and very little traffic. I’ve looked into VPS and the yearly cost far exceeds what I can pay for one blog. I imagine that the “small yearly fee” wouldn’t be the “small” for which these folks are looking. Right now WP.com charges $15 a year just to change the css for one theme. I don’t blame them for charging anything, actually, but these folks that don’t think the admins should get paid… I don’t get it.
I won’t sign up for a blog there, simply because I don’t have the freedom I like with my blogs (Blogger is the best free service if you want the freedom to do pretty much whatever you want- otherwise buy a domain and use the WordPress software). And seeing the reaction to some of the “police” to a simple admission of linking to outside sources of income just cemented that for me.
Contrary to what someone in that forum professed, that will never be a central hub for all WordPress users. Not with that kind of attitude.