Calgon take me away

As you’ve noticed, I haven’t switched blog platforms yet. I plan on it eventually. I’ve just been too busy.

I went to the doctor and they found a 3.3 sonometer1 multicystic mass on my ovary. What is that, you ask? Well, I don’t know exactly. I don’t even think I care at this point. I’ve got medicine and maybe some treatments of some sort (the ultra-private, feminine sort) and then “we’ll see”. Yay. I’m so confident in my doctors. Bleh.

KJ is doing well, though Pee Wee is having some issues. I want to spill my guts about it, but I know I shouldn’t. She’s having issues and it’s no one’s business really. It’s just that it’s effecting me and my health and I feel like ripping my hair out by the roots. I want to make sure the my teenage daughter is a good mom, but she makes it so difficult. I have never met someone so stubborn in my entire life. And, no, I’m not nearly as difficult as she is. My mother, who has known me since birth, even said that I’ve got nothing on her. Like I said, I’d love to go into specifics, but…

I want to buy a new swimsuit and go away on a long vacation. Just Mags, me and Grump. No one else. I want to leave the world behind and just get away. As it is right now I don’t even have enough time to post once a day for a job and (because of my health) had to resign. That just really, really sucks on so many levels. I still have a couple of gigs where I don’t have to post daily, so I’m not completely unemployed (THANKFULLY), but this one was so me. I liked it. It was just a daily gig and I can’t do daily. Not right now. Isn’t that wonderful?

Yes, I could be more dedicated and stronger and work harder. Except that I can’t right now. I really have to focus on getting well and then I can be strong and dedicated and whatever else I’m expected to do as superwoman. Yes, I have goals and dreams and know that it’s important for me to work hard to realize them. I’m just really frustrated right now. Overly frustrated. On the brink of out-of-my-mind insane, really.

So, I wasn’t really going to whine. I was going to focus on something positive. There’s a silver lining in every situation and my full intent was to find it. That didn’t work so well, did it? Well, maybe next time.

P.S.

I just noticed that some of my categories have doubled themselves since I moved hosts. How funny is that?

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